Knowing Jesus, not About Jesus 

     Knowing someone partially isn't the same as knowing them completely. Many believers - me included - have a similar relationship with Jesus. They've received Him as Savior, but they haven't fully received Him as deliverer, healer, provider and protector. 

     It's like having his phone number for emergencies but never really getting to know Him as a friend. When you face financial stress ... when you're sick ... when you are in danger. This isn't about replacing practical wisdom with spiritual platitudes. It's about recognizing that Jesus wants to be involved in every area of your life. 

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     In my late 40s, a husband, father, Sunday School teacher, faithful employee...my first wife wanted me out. That meant out of regular touch with our children. Already, my job and apartment were 50 miles or so from home. 

     I went into a stress like never before. Two months went by. I prayed like never before, without hearing anything back. Coworkers put up with me. My health was in decline. I prayed, asking - no - demanding Jesus tell me if He is really the truth. (be careful about demanding)

     The first Sunday night in January 1987, I opened my car door to return to my apartment - when the joy of the Holy Spirit came over me like a storm. I drove up the highway laughing, crying, and pounding the steering wheel. 

     That lasted three weeks, not so wild, and my happy/sad life went on for many months. Today, the kids and my second wife and I are all doing well. Thank you, Jesus.